23 jul 2012

I'm full of shit, okay? No, I'm knowingly full of shit. Because... because I have never cared about anybody or anything in my entire life. And the thing is everybody just kind of accepted that. Like, "that's just Jamie". And then you, Jesus. You, you, you didn't see me that way. I have never known anyone who actually believed that I was enough. Until I met you. And then you made me believed it, too. So, unfortunately I need you, and you need me.
No, I don't.
Yes, you do.
No, I don't.
Yes, you do.
Stop it. Stop saying that.
You need someone to take care of you.
No, I don't.
Everybody does.
I'm going to need you more than you need me.
That's okay.
No, it's not. It isn't fair. I have places to go.
You'll go there. I just may have to carry you.
I can't ask you to do that.
You didn't. Hey, let's just say in some alternate universe, there's a couple that is just like us, okay? Only she's healthy and he's perfect. And their world is about how much money they're gonna spend on vacation, or who is in a bad mood that day, or whether they feel guilty about having a cleaning lady. I don't wanna to be those people. I want us. You. This.

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Estoy entusiasmado con tu corazón, todos los días así, toda mi vida. Estoy iluminado con tu sencillez, todos los días amor,toda la vida. Dale luz al instante, tal vez no te arrepentirás. Dale luz al instante y que el cielo le responda al mar. Dale luz al instante y es que nunca nunca te arrepentirás. Estoy entusiasmado con tu río de amor, es una fuerza que une mi destino. ¿Cómo haré para encantarte con la canción que es un anhelo que dura lo que una brisa? Solo dale luz al instante, nunca te arrepentirás. Dale luz al instante y que el cielo le responda al mar. Dale luz, luz, luz, y es que nunca te arrepentirás.

This is more than a story about the first man and woman; it is a story about all of us. Adam and Eve thought they would get pleasure and wisdom from eating the forbidden fruit, but they got neither. Their lives were ruined because of their sin. We may know right from wrong, but sometimes, like Adam and Eve, we give in to temptation and convince ourselves that doing wrong is actually a good thing. Also, like Adam and Eve, we often find that doing wrong gets us into trouble and has other bad results.

To lead a better life I need my love to be here. Here, making each day of the year, changing my life with a wave of his hand; nobody can deny that there's something there. There, running my hand through his hair, both of us thinking how good it can be; someone is speaking but he doesn't know he's there. I want him everywhere and if he is beside me I know I need never care. But to love him is to need him everywhere, knowing that love is to share. Each one believing that love never dies, watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there. I want him anywhere and if he's beside me, I know I need never care. But to love him is to need him anywhere, knowing that love is to share. Each one believing that love never dies, watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there. To be there and everywhere; here, there and everywhere.

Desperate for changing, starving for truth, I'm closer to where I started, I’m chasing after you. I’m falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I’ve held onto, I'm standing here until you make me move, I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing I know, I'm running and I'm quite sure where to go and I don't know what I'm diving into, just hanging by a moment here with you. There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find, there's nothing in the world that could change my mind. There is nothing else..

Tener la oportunidad, poder estar más allá, tan acostumbrado a no ser, a desconfiar a no ganar. El mar se te abrió una vez, se te abrió para no parar, y vos no te despertaste lo arruinaste una vez más. Es tan perfecto que asusta, por qué nunca es justa la felicidad. Saber elegir es lo que cuesta más, no cualquiera suma sin restar. Sentís la electricidad y no la sabés llevar, te quema te paraliza y no te deja reaccionar. El enemigo peor, ese gran saboteador siempre será uno mismo y ese miedo a estar mejor. Es tan perfecto que asusta, por que nunca es justa la felicidad. Saber elegir es lo que cuesta más, no cualquiera suma sin restar. Es tan perfecto que asusta, por que nunca es justa la felicidad, ni la justa nunca es justa, por que, porque algunos nunca la tendrán..

There's a story in your eyes, I can see the hurt behind your smile. For every sign I recognize, another one escapes me. Let me know what plagues your mind, let me be the one to know you best, be the one to hold you up when you feel like you're sinking. Tell me once again what's beneath the pain you're feeling. Don't abandon me or think you can't be saved. I walk beside you wherever you are, whatever it takes, no matter how far. Through all that may come and all that may go, I walk beside you. Summon up your ghosts for me, rest your tired thoughts upon my hand, step inside the sacred place when all your dreams seem broken. Resonate inside this temple, let me be the one who understands, be the one to carry you when you can walk no further. Tell me once again what's below the surface bleeding.If you've lost your way I will take you in. I walk beside you wherever you are whatever it takes, no matter how far. Through all that may come and all that may go, I walk beside you.

Estaba solo, triste y ciego, no lo podía ver. La vida me pasaba al lado y no la podía detener. Caminaba y nada daba toda mi suerte alguna vez, ningún destino era el mio, todos caminos por recorrer. Por eso dame luz, dame luz para continuar que ya viví así y no quiero mas oscuridad. De a poco sentí que si pedía alguna cosa iba a suceder. Rece de noche y rece de día , rece muy fuerte para volverte a ver. Fui sintiendo algún cambio, mi sonrisa volvió a florecer, vos sabes cuanto te necesito dame tu luz para no ceder.

Got a taste of a rocking band, standing there holding out your hand; better lock up all your doors, she’s like a spinning dynamo. You’re handing out the token prize, giving you a brand new ride. Ooh there she goes, she goes, and nobody knows where she goes. Banging drums, working out all fast, heavy tune I can play it loud. You know she’s blowing away all the others, you’re never man enough take it on all night. You better razzle dazzle on that stage, keep on rocking all through the night. Ooh there she goes, she goes, and nobody knows, where she goes she goes. A heavy rocking tune is playing, playing as the night rolls on, sneaking off with the Romeo, where she goes, nobody knows..

La hija del fletero, linda infinita
Volvió a Madrid, donde parece que es feliz
Ese día me mando al descenso
Recuerdo como su mirada me volteó
Pero dos que se quieren, se dicen cualquier cosa
Ay ! si pudieras recordar sin rencor.
En mi buzón hay un par de cartas suyas
Fueron juntándose y no tengo el valor...
Todavía su amor me descargas
(nunca tuvo amigos en conjunto junto a mi)
Pero a los ciegos no les gustan los sordos
Y un corazón no se endurece por que sí
No calentás la misma cama por dos noches
Me reclamaba y no la quise oír
Hice de todo por impresionarla
Y dejé huérfano todo su penar
No me gustó como nos despedimos
Daban sus labios rocío y no bebí
Sopa de almejas es todo lo que como
(siempre fui menos que mi reputación)

Young girl, don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall. Young girl, it's alright, your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly. When you're safe inside your room, you tend to dream of a place where nothing's harder than it seems. No one ever wants or bothers to explain of the heartache life can bring and what it means. When there's no one else, look inside yourself like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within. Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way, You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within. Young girl, don't hide, You'll never change if you just run away. Young girl, just hold tight, soon you're gonna see your brighter day. Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid. No one reaches out a hand for you to hold, when you look outside, look inside to your soul..

Durante años he huido sin saber de qué. Creí que, si corría más que el horizonte, las sombras del pasado se apartarían de mi camino. Creí que, si ponía suficiente distancia, las voces de mi mente se acallarían para siempre. Volví por fin a aquella playa secreta frente al Mediterráneo. Bajé a la orilla y me senté en la arena, donde años atrás había esparcido las cenizas de Marina. La misma luz de aquel día encendió el cielo y sentí su presencia, intensa. Comprendí que ya no podía ni quería huir más. Había vuelto a casa.

En sus últimos días prometí a Marina que, si ella no podía hacerlo, yo acabaría esta historia. Aquel libro en blanco que le regalé me ha acompañado todos estos años. Sus palabras serán las mías. No sé si sabré hacer justicia a mi promesa. A veces dudo de mi memoria y me pregunto si únicamente seré capaz de recordar lo que nunca sucedió.

Marina, te llevaste todas las respuestas contigo.